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There are a few stories I want to share but I don't think it's time.  I want to share what's on my heart and mind before I set out on another great adventure on the bookfield.

Lord, I want and need you to give me my positive attitude.  I need to choose it.  I choose it now.  I love you Father, will you please make my joy complete so that I am mature and not lacking anything.  I am not going to try and figure everything out all the time.  It's not like God is putting me through a string of tests to say, "Ah-ha!  I knew you would fail!"  No, He's rooting me on.  Giving His full approval as I set out on this week.  He is saying, "You can do it!  Give it your all!"  Sometimes we get caught up in our minds too much and our they get the best of us.  No more.  I'm going out there tomorrow to restfully enjoy each family and love of moms all day long.

"Yet the LORD longs to be gracious to you; he rises to show you compassion. For the LORD is a God of justice. Blessed are all who wait for him!  O people of Zion, who live in Jerusalem, you will weep no more. How gracious he will be when you cry for help! As soon as he hears, he will answer you.  Although the Lord gives you the bread of adversity and the water of affliction, your teachers will be hidden no more; with your own eyes you will see them.  Whether you turn to the right or to the left, your ears will hear a voice behind you, saying, "This is the way; walk in it."--Isaiah 30:18-21
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