“…’ Jerusalem will be a city without walls because of the great
number of people and animals in it. And
I myself will be a wall of fire around it,' declares the LORD, 'and I will be
its glory within.'”—Zechariah 2:4-5
“Look into my eyes!”
I would glimpse into
Jesus’ eyes before I would turn away again.
“There is a part
inside you which you don’t want me to see.
Let me see it!”
Suddenly I felt
vulnerable and on edge. What could He possibly
be looking at? I had the feeling of a
great dry land on my body that had never been watered or touched by His
presence. He was now entering into that
waste and renewing it with His Spirit. I
apparently had never let Him in. It’s
like the junk drawer or the closet of odds and ends that you don’t know what to
do with.
See, what God was
doing was showing me how much more of myself I need to surrender to Him. Not much happened outside of my spirit except
a greater sense of what it means to be the bride. A bride on her wedding night surrenders her
entire being to her groom. It’s a great
mystery and Jesus longs for the same thing to be done to us. He wants to know us and every part of our
being. Even the parts we think we ought
to have shame over. Those parts, I
learned last week, He loves!
♥
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