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Psalm 42

The psalmist wrote at one point, "My soul yearns, even faints, for the courts of the LORD; my heart and my flesh cry out for the living God."--Psalm 84:2

as well as

 "As the deer pants for streams of water, so my soul pants for you, my God.  My soul thirsts for God, for the living God. When can I go and meet with God?"--Psalm 42:1-2

 There is a great deal of angst within those sentences.  It's not--as a favorite pastor and teacher of mine has said--something you put on the back of a t-shirt with the picture of Bambi.  No.  You have been running.  You are tired.  You have had no food and water.  You ache, long, and groan for Rest.  

 Why don't I do that more?  

 Lord, bring us to the point where we cry out, "I gotta have more of You!"

 But of course, for the sake of tradition...


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