Three nights ago I was flipping through a few red Moleskin journals from about a year ago. They are lined with apologies. Last week I went to a young adult group and heard a sermon on condemnation and the freedom we have from it in Christ. Two weeks ago a dear friend prayed for me, “You’re head is down, but when you’re ready He wants to show you Himself.” And two months ago, I received more prayer that said, “God wants you to know your worth”. The same night I was reading the red journal entries I kept thinking of that verse, “One thing I ask Lord, this is what I seek: that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to gaze upon the beauty of the Lord and seek him in his temple.”—Psalm 27:4 As I began to pray I found it was really hard to remove my hands from my face. The utter idea of Jesus seeing me for who I am made me start to cry. I couldn’t remove my hands as they grew wet with my tears. I felt God say to me so many things at that moment.